Sometime I’m fed up living with them who are considered as friends in my social life. I really hope I able to find an ideal friend who is able to share my feelings with, chat with me, and it is really exactly like me. For example, when I feel sad he will know and will try to console me. I will also feel happy if these people considered as friends will appreciate my effort instead of criticizing them. i cant understand why some friends need to persuade them to do anything and it is very tiring to persuade a person to believe you. I hate those people who seek my opinions and objects them.Why ask if you do not believe me?Why seek for my opinion and yet will response with many negative feedbacks on my point. I can argue back and easily persuade u to accept my view (I have been able to persuade many customers to buy my product,as I am a highly experience promoter.But what for? It is pointless for me to persuade u as u are my friend and not a customer. This is what I call friend. But, do u considering me as a friend to u? Maybe you do, but just only as a normal friend…
I need to find some friend who is not give a wide berth to me and who is not shameful to be friends with me no matter how I act. i will feel more warmth if I can have a hug everytime we meet or when we leave each other like when Samwise give Frodo a kiss when they leave each other in lrtr3. it is very touching for me coz it lets me think u really appreciate me as your friend. U can say that it looks like a gay attitude but for me as long as u feel comfortable with it,when the majority consider it as a gay act..pls go ahead.
I am looking for those who really understand me and able to share my life with. Sometime I envy best friends who are able to stay together and live happily without any argument…sleep together, play together, watch porn together, date with gal together…go to lounge to seduce some gal to have sex together….to think altogether….I used to imagine I have a friend like that but now I know that it does not exist in this world…sigh
I am still searching…hoping will be able to find it….but so far I can’t find anyone and yet,I am not those very fussy kind of people.
The bottom-line is, I need someone who is a real man.Who has put a good life together for himself – someone who is ready to share his life with me - a man that realizes that love is not easy and challenging yet rewarding.That being together can be a great time too. I know it sound gay but excuse me, I am not a gay because gay is defined as a man have sexual relationship with a man but I,however am not interested with those back site activity.
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