Sometime I’m fed up living with them who are considered as friends in my social life. I really hope I able to find an ideal friend who is able to share my feelings with, chat with me, and it is really exactly like me. For example, when I feel sad he will know and will try to console me. I will also feel happy if these people considered as friends will appreciate my effort instead of criticizing them. i cant understand why some friends need to persuade them to do anything and it is very tiring to persuade a person to believe you. I hate those people who seek my opinions and objects them.Why ask if you do not believe me?Why seek for my opinion and yet will response with many negative feedbacks on my point. I can argue back and easily persuade u to accept my view (I have been able to persuade many customers to buy my product,as I am a highly experience promoter.But what for? It is pointless for me to persuade u as u are my friend and not a customer. This is what I call friend. But, do u considering me as a friend to u? Maybe you do, but just only as a normal friend…
I need to find some friend who is not give a wide berth to me and who is not shameful to be friends with me no matter how I act. i will feel more warmth if I can have a hug everytime we meet or when we leave each other like when Samwise give Frodo a kiss when they leave each other in lrtr3. it is very touching for me coz it lets me think u really appreciate me as your friend. U can say that it looks like a gay attitude but for me as long as u feel comfortable with it,when the majority consider it as a gay act..pls go ahead.
I am looking for those who really understand me and able to share my life with. Sometime I envy best friends who are able to stay together and live happily without any argument…sleep together, play together, watch porn together, date with gal together…go to lounge to seduce some gal to have sex together….to think altogether….I used to imagine I have a friend like that but now I know that it does not exist in this world…sigh
I am still searching…hoping will be able to find it….but so far I can’t find anyone and yet,I am not those very fussy kind of people.
The bottom-line is, I need someone who is a real man.Who has put a good life together for himself – someone who is ready to share his life with me - a man that realizes that love is not easy and challenging yet rewarding.That being together can be a great time too. I know it sound gay but excuse me, I am not a gay because gay is defined as a man have sexual relationship with a man but I,however am not interested with those back site activity.
Friday, November 24, 2006
friend i wish to have...
Sometime I’m fed up living with them who are considered as friends in my social life. I really hope I able to find an ideal friend who is able to share my feelings with, chat with me, and it is really exactly like me. For example, when I feel sad he will know and will try to console me. I will also feel happy if these people considered as friends will appreciate my effort instead of criticizing them. i cant understand why some friends need to persuade them to do anything and it is very tiring to persuade a person to believe you. I hate those people who seek my opinions and objects them.Why ask if you do not believe me?Why seek for my opinion and yet will response with many negative feedbacks on my point. I can argue back and easily persuade u to accept my view (I have been able to persuade many customers to buy my product,as I am a highly experience promoter.But what for? It is pointless for me to persuade u as u are my friend and not a customer. This is what I call friend. But, do u considering me as a friend to u? Maybe you do, but just only as a normal friend…
I need to find some friend who is not give a wide berth to me and who is not shameful to be friends with me no matter how I act. i will feel more warmth if I can have a hug everytime we meet or when we leave each other like when Samwise give Frodo a kiss when they leave each other in lrtr3. it is very touching for me coz it lets me think u really appreciate me as your friend. U can say that it looks like a gay attitude but for me as long as u feel comfortable with it,when the majority consider it as a gay act..pls go ahead.
I am looking for those who really understand me and able to share my life with. Sometime I envy best friends who are able to stay together and live happily without any argument…sleep together, play together, watch porn together, date with gal together…go to lounge to seduce some gal to have sex together….to think altogether….I used to imagine I have a friend like that but now I know that it does not exist in this world…sigh
I am still searching…hoping will be able to find it….but so far I can’t find anyone and yet,I am not those very fussy kind of people.
The bottom-line is, I need someone who is a real man.Who has put a good life together for himself – someone who is ready to share his life with me - a man that realizes that love is not easy and challenging yet rewarding.That being together can be a great time too. I know it sound gay but excuse me, I am not a gay because gay is defined as a man have sexual relationship with a man but I,however am not interested with those back site activity.
I need to find some friend who is not give a wide berth to me and who is not shameful to be friends with me no matter how I act. i will feel more warmth if I can have a hug everytime we meet or when we leave each other like when Samwise give Frodo a kiss when they leave each other in lrtr3. it is very touching for me coz it lets me think u really appreciate me as your friend. U can say that it looks like a gay attitude but for me as long as u feel comfortable with it,when the majority consider it as a gay act..pls go ahead.
I am looking for those who really understand me and able to share my life with. Sometime I envy best friends who are able to stay together and live happily without any argument…sleep together, play together, watch porn together, date with gal together…go to lounge to seduce some gal to have sex together….to think altogether….I used to imagine I have a friend like that but now I know that it does not exist in this world…sigh
I am still searching…hoping will be able to find it….but so far I can’t find anyone and yet,I am not those very fussy kind of people.
The bottom-line is, I need someone who is a real man.Who has put a good life together for himself – someone who is ready to share his life with me - a man that realizes that love is not easy and challenging yet rewarding.That being together can be a great time too. I know it sound gay but excuse me, I am not a gay because gay is defined as a man have sexual relationship with a man but I,however am not interested with those back site activity.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i need to say that...
There comes a time in your life when you finally get it: When in the midst of all your fears and insanity somewhere the voice inside your head cries out enough!
You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You are not perfect and not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are - and that's OK.
You stop bitching and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you). You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that it's not always about you. You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are.
You learn that there is power in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix.
You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake.
You stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs. You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK, and that it is your right to want things and to ask for the things that you want and that sometimes it is necessary to make demands.
You learn that no one can do it all alone and that it's OK to risk asking for help.
You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you.
You begin to take responsibility for yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never ever to settle for less than your heart's desire. You take a deep breath and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.
You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You are not perfect and not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are - and that's OK.
You stop bitching and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you). You learn that people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that it's not always about you. You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are.
You learn that there is power in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix.
You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake.
You stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs. You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK, and that it is your right to want things and to ask for the things that you want and that sometimes it is necessary to make demands.
You learn that no one can do it all alone and that it's OK to risk asking for help.
You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you.
You begin to take responsibility for yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never ever to settle for less than your heart's desire. You take a deep breath and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.
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